Yūya Sakaki (
hippocarnival) wrote2019-01-08 08:52 am
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STATUS: Student Grade 9
ACCOLADES: (Here is a list of leading roles Yuya's has in school theater performances over the past two years, plus a glowing review of his familiar Odd-Eyes)
BIO: Hello! You can call me Yuya. I'm from Sendai, Japan. This is my second year in Daybreak Academy. I'm a Tamer, and Odd-Eyes is my familiar. He's the big red dragon that hangs out in the courtyards. He's friendly but he tries to steal food sometimes. I speak Japanese and English but not very good French. I'm also in the theater club. I'm in Lumiere 203. Let's be friends!
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[Carefully, and even gently, Gongenzaka pulls the other up but pulls him into a hug. Not a crushing one like he was greeted with. A softer one, as he finds himself lost on what words to say.
So he simply stands there, arms around the other, in the quiet.]
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Will you be alright...Yuuya..?
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... Did anything happen after I left? [Anything else he needs to worry about, he might as well stress about it now.]
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I, the man Gongenzaka, would say not- those strange orbs in fact vanished the last day you were here, or at least had vanished by the evening...
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...
Or at least, I do not think so...
[oh no]
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....Awwww gee.] ...I, the man Gongenzaka...
...do think I may have found, one however... [he mutters, glancing to the side as his face heats up.]
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He glances up, pausing when he sees Gon's red face.]
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He's not going to ask with a reaction like that.]
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Also he's pretty sure Yuuya would fail to forget (which is his own fault), and it would Consume him.]
...It was a moment in the locker room, [he admits, sighing.] It was nothing 'bad' however, [He quickly insists.] Merely a short conversation after training..!
[And hopefully that won't lead Yuuya to Any Terrible Conclusions at all.]
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Then why is your face red?
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...You were admittedly thinking of my muscles, in the memory... [That is as much as he is saying and he really hopes he doesn't spook poor Yuuya off.]
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Yuya leans back, a startled expression frozen on his face and his cheeks turning pink from embarrassment.] Ah. I, was--I just--
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Y-Yuuya! You do not need to justify yourself, believe me! I, the man Gongenzaka...
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...Actually if he thinks about it this is...probably the best time to talk about this, isn't it.
He smiles, but it's a little bit forced, admittedly.] ...I...
...I think there is something that I, the man Gongenzaka, need to talk to you about, Yuuya. ...Something that is only my fault, [He adds with a small nod.]
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[...........He takes a deep breath, and remembers what advice he was given. Be honest. Say it clearly.
He'll understand.
Ok.]
...Before I, the man Gongenzaka, asked you to go on a 'date'... ...I realized something about how I was feeling, and how I had felt, for a long time I believe, [He begins.] ...but...
...I acted without thinking about how to tell you that...And rather than enjoying time with you as I, the man Gongenzaka, had hoped, it felt that in my action I made things difficult. And confusing, for both of us.
...I, the man Gongenzaka... I, the man Gongenzaka, was not fair to you, Yuuya! [he continues, bowing his head.] I acted recklessly, when I should have simply said that all that changed was what I, the man Gongenzaka, knew..! I, the man Gongenzaka...
[He is red in the face, and practically bursting apart from the inside, but he is going to SAY this, he's dedicated himself to it now.] I, the man Gongenzaka, love you! More than anything, truly! And...I believe that I have, for a long time, [he adds, his eyes watering already.]
...But I do not know how to show it, beyond what I have already done for that time...beyond doing what feels right, [he adds.] Yuuya... ...You knew, at least...a little it feels, what you wanted. But I, the man Gongenzaka...
I do not know how to put these feelings to words, or even actions, [he admits as tears begin to fall.] And to make you wait until then, would be unforgivable of me! More so, when I have already made you wait! [He adds- and maybe that's a guess. Maybe it's not quite right. But...]
So... ...I, the man Gongenzaka, am going to dedicate myself to understanding this- and to making certain that I, the man Gongenzaka, do not bring it forward so boldly until I do so..! [he declares.] Because what matters to me the most, out of everything, is your happiness!
[... .....
He is as red as Yuuya's hair, and he really hopes he didn't just screw everything up.]
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