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YUYA SAKAKI UN: FUNDIRECTION

STATUS: Student Grade 9

ACCOLADES: (Here is a list of leading roles Yuya's has in school theater performances over the past two years, plus a glowing review of his familiar Odd-Eyes)

BIO: Hello! You can call me Yuya. I'm from Sendai, Japan. This is my second year in Daybreak Academy. I'm a Tamer, and Odd-Eyes is my familiar. He's the big red dragon that hangs out in the courtyards. He's friendly but he tries to steal food sometimes. I speak Japanese and English but not very good French. I'm also in the theater club. I'm in Lumiere 203. Let's be friends!

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[Ah....] ...You...

You blame...yourself for that..?

[But why...]

I didn't listen. [Didn't take any of their warnings seriously until it was too late. He should have known. He was told.]

And now you won't forgive yourself. Ever since then you've been obsessed with controlling yourself! Everything is about being responsible and your curse and you're always worried and afraid!

[Yuya noticed, looked for it when he realized in the hopes that he could turn it around. But he never was enough...] I can't... I can't make you happy enough to fix that. I'm sorry.

Yuuya...

...

Who do you think it is, who allowed me to become as happy as I am at all..?

I... [But he was happier before...

Yuya shakes his head.]

Yuuya.

Do you not think I am happy now at all..? What happened then...it is true, the consequences were grave- without a doubt, I still consider it in part my own responsibility...but Yuuya..! [His voice grows firm.] Do not mistake my actions and my dedication as a method of responding to guilt..! I, the man Gongenzaka, am taking my steps forward...

Therefore, let us help you to do the same, aauh?

[Yuya could point out Gongenzaka won't even look at his back, tenses to touch it. He could tear him down to his level, show him what a mistake this is. He could give in because isn't Gongenzaka wanting him everything he wanted?]

You don't have to. [Blame himself, help Yuya, it doesn't matter. His shoulders sink as he leans in to kiss him again, softer this time.]

[Gongenzaka does not pull away, not even slightly. And, given his lip isn't being smashed against his teeth...

...It feels nice, he thinks.]

...But I want to.

[It's a mistake...

But Yuya doesn't protest. He worries over his lower lip, tasting the blood that transfered over.

And instead of saying anything he leans in to kiss him again, slowly fumbling into something deeper. Followed by another, and another so close together that they seem to blend together if Gongenzaka doesn't push him away.]

[Fumbling is certainly the word for it- And Gongenzaka doesn't entirely know what to think of it, he's just sort of following along and trying to keep up. He's certainly not rejecting anything- there's a part of him that almost does, but another part that says, he'll think that means Everything. He doesn't Know it but somehow he just knows, and at that moment nothing could hurt more than that thought.

So, Gongenzaka is fumbling too. Not exactly pushing for a way to escalate, but perhaps instead trying to find a way to at least stabilize the mess Yuuya is making.]

[It's not that bad!! He hasn't braved the tongues yet.

But that has not getting pushed away fills him with a bit of hope. That maybe it's okay, it's real, and he can have what he's wanted for over a year.

So he wraps his arms around Gon's neck to pull himself closer and keeps going, red to his ears as he kisses with new eagerness.]

[This is...Getting quite intense, frankly- he needs to breathe. But while he pulls back for a breath of air, he doesn't let himself pull away entirely, instead trying to re-meet the other's lips with the kiss- even as it means backing into something.

Hopefully Yuuya has his fill soon though because this is a Lot to take for a first kiss!]

[Yuya gasps for air at the same time Gongenzaka draws back to breathe, slowly opening his eyes--and then Gongenzaka initiates the next one, and it's everything Yuya wanted. To be kissed by him, desired by him, taken--and it feels real, that even he can't pretend it's something else.

Yuya giggles excitedly, a grin spreading across his lips and pulling his kisses a little tighter, but no less enthusiastic. As Gongenzaka falls back against the shelf Yuya falls forward, up on his toes as he tilts his head and moves into a deep kiss, and he holds it for as long as he can stand not to breathe.]

[Ah, he's screwed himself-

Well. Now that it feels more like something to hold at least it doesn't seem so bad. He could get used to this sort of a kiss, personally.

...

They're not breathing though. Um.

Is Yuuya going to be ok-]

[Yuya is both okay and not okay.

It breaks eventually as Yuya takes a heavy breath, gasping for air and slipping down just a little as his knees get weak from the lack of oxygen. He doesn't regret it, though, not in the immediate aftermath.]

You kissed me. [Like Yuya didn't just assault him with kisses--the one that matters most is the one Gon started.]

[Gongenzaka is so caught up in the high of that realization that he has yet to think of maybe asking if Yuuya is ok.

It's fine they'll be fine.] Auh-

Y-yes..! [He can't stop smiling now.] ...Yes, I did..!

Mnh-

W..was it nice though..?

Yeah. [It could have been the worst kiss in the world, technically, but to Yuya it was wonderful.

He dangles off Gongenzaka a little, fingers tangling into his shirt for support as he smiles dreamily up at him.] I've really liked you, for a really long time...

[Having that returned is more than he expected. Maybe more than he deserves, but if this is a dream he never wants to wake up.]

You have? [It's almost not even a question- more a show of how glad he is to even hear that, and despite himself he finds his eyes watering.] I...

I, the man Gongenzaka...

[There's a sniffle. And another sniffle.

And the hug gets a little bit tighter as impending water works prepare to kick in.]

I, the man Gongenzaka...am so happy to have done this then..!

Ghck--[Okay, mood crushed a little as Gongenzaka starts to squeeze the life out of him.] I-I mean, enough that friends was okay too!

[As long as he got to stay by Gon's side.]

Mmhhhhhh...However now, we can be even more than just that..! [he cheers- fortunately not escalating to the full on spinal crush.] Ah...

[Especially when he says that, uh.] Auh...i...

If that is what you want...?

I... [Yuya looks down shyly, face flushing all over again.] I... I do want it. If you do. If this is okay.

I... [He slowly rests his head against Yuuya's own- smiling, despite the nervousness that lingers.] Aauh. I, the man Gongenzaka, feel I want it more than anything. No matter what challenges may come....

[Aaaaah he really wants to date, they're gonna be boyfriends. Yuya's heart is in a war of joy and anxiety and he just stalls out, frozen.]

O... okay... [aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa]

[Gosh. Gosh! He's so happy he could cry, and he's already doing that-

...wait.] ...I...

[He lightens up the hug enough to wipe his eyes, still smiling rather stupidly.] I, the man Gongenzaka...have no idea what must come next, now..!

[NO HE DOESN'T WANT TO GO BACK TO UNCERTAINTY!!

Yuya's fingers tangle tightly into Gon's shirt.] We could... keep... kissing?

[Anything, literally anything that isn't 'I don't know'.]

Mnh...Y-Yes! We could...and...

...we could sit here, together for now...and if you like, even have kisses when we go to the cafes...

[Suffice to say, Gongenzaka was thinking of the long run.]

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