I didn't listen. [Didn't take any of their warnings seriously until it was too late. He should have known. He was told.]

And now you won't forgive yourself. Ever since then you've been obsessed with controlling yourself! Everything is about being responsible and your curse and you're always worried and afraid!

[Yuya noticed, looked for it when he realized in the hopes that he could turn it around. But he never was enough...] I can't... I can't make you happy enough to fix that. I'm sorry.