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Noboru Gongenzaka ([personal profile] betheman) wrote in [personal profile] hippocarnival 2019-08-31 05:07 pm (UTC)

[There is...nothing different!

Well that's not entirely true, Gongenzaka seems to have a somewhat dead houseplant on his desk, and a few notes about brush techniques. For a moment actually he doesn't say anything, just rubbing the back of his head. He's certainly not blushing- the start of the issue isn't really anything he can get carried away and embarrassed by, more...sadly ashamed, given it was his own issue with speech that caused it. But!
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Before when we spoke... ...Rather, when I, the man Gongenzaka, tried to speak about crushes, and romance... I spoke of waiting, and not waiting, and many other things- things that...confused both of us, I feel. After we finished talking...it felt as if I, the man Gongenzaka, had done something wrong as well. Not with regard to upsetting you! [he quickly corrects, before grimacing,] ...though it was certainly that as well, but...

...More that what I was intending to say, and meaning to say... ...Was...Not right. Before when we spoke, I, the man Gongenzaka, held myself under the ideal that...I must know everything, before I can do it- does that make sense? [He's making sure to ask that this time, rather than just assuming, and charging forward.

It was his biggest mistake last time after all.
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