betheman: (i can feel the waterworks already)
Noboru Gongenzaka ([personal profile] betheman) wrote in [personal profile] hippocarnival 2019-07-18 04:35 am (UTC)

Yes! [Yes, he means love! And....] Auh...

...well...I, the man Gongenzaka, had asked for some advice from another on what to do...but when we went to the dance together, even though I, the man Gongenzaka, tried to make it 'more' than before, it did not seem...to work, [he mutters with a frown. He's rambling a fair bit, and Yuuya is going to no doubt be even More confused.] ...and when you asked about kissing, I, the man Gongenzaka, realized I had not properly given anything thought...

[He crosses his arms.] Perhaps...I could try it, one day...but I do not know, [he says more quietly.] I do not know if I would want to kiss, and that I, the man Gongenzaka, was so surprised by it...

That must surely mean that I did not prepare properly! [Gongenzaka insists.] And...

...All of what I had done, before I, the man Gongenzaka knew that what I was feeling was that...

...there could be things that I, the man Gongenzaka, wish to do more, but those things were what truly made me love you, I think... ...To simply spend time with you, and be with you, and...

...to be able to be as close, as after I, the man Gongenzaka had asked...

...I had truly missed it...simply holding you like that. [he trails off, looking to the ground.] I...

[He shakes his head.] The point is not this..! The point is...

...It is not fair to you, if I, the man Gongenzaka, ask to go out with you...without even knowing what to do, and how to show it more than I already have...more than I, the man Gongenzaka did, when neither you, nor myself, even knew those were my feelings to begin with! The things we have done together... ...even if my heart is at its fullest then, we did not call them 'dates' after all.

But I, the man Gongenzaka, do not know what else to do.

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