[...........He takes a deep breath, and remembers what advice he was given. Be honest. Say it clearly.
He'll understand.
Ok.]
...Before I, the man Gongenzaka, asked you to go on a 'date'... ...I realized something about how I was feeling, and how I had felt, for a long time I believe, [He begins.] ...but...
...I acted without thinking about how to tell you that...And rather than enjoying time with you as I, the man Gongenzaka, had hoped, it felt that in my action I made things difficult. And confusing, for both of us.
...I, the man Gongenzaka... I, the man Gongenzaka, was not fair to you, Yuuya! [he continues, bowing his head.] I acted recklessly, when I should have simply said that all that changed was what I, the man Gongenzaka, knew..! I, the man Gongenzaka...
[He is red in the face, and practically bursting apart from the inside, but he is going to SAY this, he's dedicated himself to it now.] I, the man Gongenzaka, love you! More than anything, truly! And...I believe that I have, for a long time, [he adds, his eyes watering already.]
...But I do not know how to show it, beyond what I have already done for that time...beyond doing what feels right, [he adds.] Yuuya... ...You knew, at least...a little it feels, what you wanted. But I, the man Gongenzaka...
I do not know how to put these feelings to words, or even actions, [he admits as tears begin to fall.] And to make you wait until then, would be unforgivable of me! More so, when I have already made you wait! [He adds- and maybe that's a guess. Maybe it's not quite right. But...]
So... ...I, the man Gongenzaka, am going to dedicate myself to understanding this- and to making certain that I, the man Gongenzaka, do not bring it forward so boldly until I do so..! [he declares.] Because what matters to me the most, out of everything, is your happiness!
[... .....
He is as red as Yuuya's hair, and he really hopes he didn't just screw everything up.]
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[...........He takes a deep breath, and remembers what advice he was given. Be honest. Say it clearly.
He'll understand.
Ok.]
...Before I, the man Gongenzaka, asked you to go on a 'date'... ...I realized something about how I was feeling, and how I had felt, for a long time I believe, [He begins.] ...but...
...I acted without thinking about how to tell you that...And rather than enjoying time with you as I, the man Gongenzaka, had hoped, it felt that in my action I made things difficult. And confusing, for both of us.
...I, the man Gongenzaka... I, the man Gongenzaka, was not fair to you, Yuuya! [he continues, bowing his head.] I acted recklessly, when I should have simply said that all that changed was what I, the man Gongenzaka, knew..! I, the man Gongenzaka...
[He is red in the face, and practically bursting apart from the inside, but he is going to SAY this, he's dedicated himself to it now.] I, the man Gongenzaka, love you! More than anything, truly! And...I believe that I have, for a long time, [he adds, his eyes watering already.]
...But I do not know how to show it, beyond what I have already done for that time...beyond doing what feels right, [he adds.] Yuuya... ...You knew, at least...a little it feels, what you wanted. But I, the man Gongenzaka...
I do not know how to put these feelings to words, or even actions, [he admits as tears begin to fall.] And to make you wait until then, would be unforgivable of me! More so, when I have already made you wait! [He adds- and maybe that's a guess. Maybe it's not quite right. But...]
So... ...I, the man Gongenzaka, am going to dedicate myself to understanding this- and to making certain that I, the man Gongenzaka, do not bring it forward so boldly until I do so..! [he declares.] Because what matters to me the most, out of everything, is your happiness!
[... .....
He is as red as Yuuya's hair, and he really hopes he didn't just screw everything up.]