[I love Kano is what he wants to say immediately, but he stops. Does he love Kano? No. He loves, loved, the way Kano made him feel, the way Kano let Toki just be himself. But being himself is a problem, one he's trying to fix.
He's described Kano as a parasite or a drug to Maverick before, and that's what he is. Something Toki wants, but can't have or it will make him sick. It will eat away at him until there's nothing left.
Toki can't answer Yuya's question. So he doesn't. He pretends he doesn't hear it and just walks into the bathroom and closes the door.]
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He's described Kano as a parasite or a drug to Maverick before, and that's what he is. Something Toki wants, but can't have or it will make him sick. It will eat away at him until there's nothing left.
Toki can't answer Yuya's question. So he doesn't. He pretends he doesn't hear it and just walks into the bathroom and closes the door.]