[ What he was hiding was Shuuya and his immediate reaction to seeing his past self was to shove the kid into the closet and bar the door. There could have been a chance that the kid could've grown up alright, but he's also had these negative thoughts for as long as he can remember, ever since he was aware of anything around him and could form thoughts and feelings. He always felt like a piece of shit and things were hard and stressful and things still are- he hasn't fixed anything, has only ever been hiding and running away. ]
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What if I don't want to be that person anymore?