[ That's because the opportunity was there, the chance to do something even if he's obnoxious about it, same way as he can only get in Toki's face when he isn't "Kano." He doesn't want it to work both ways. It'd be fine if he could be all up in everybody's business but everybody else stays away from him- he's absolutely fine like that.
He shakes his head, still denying it, though his grip on Yuya's hand tightens. ]
It's 'cause you consider me a friend that you can say all that good stuff. I've lived with myself this entire time, Yuya- I know I have a shitty attitude and an ugly heart, that I'm worthless and useless and isn't me trying to hard to pretend I'm not just proof otherwise?
[ He's going to sabotage this, he knows it. But he's always had a tremulous grasp on happiness and this is why he can't have nice things, because he doesn't know when to shut up. ]
Do you think you really know me, Yuya? How do you know that the "Kano" you're close to isn't just somebody completely made up, a liar, a fake!? Loving somebody like that is no good, so it's best if you don't.
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He shakes his head, still denying it, though his grip on Yuya's hand tightens. ]
It's 'cause you consider me a friend that you can say all that good stuff. I've lived with myself this entire time, Yuya- I know I have a shitty attitude and an ugly heart, that I'm worthless and useless and isn't me trying to hard to pretend I'm not just proof otherwise?
[ He's going to sabotage this, he knows it. But he's always had a tremulous grasp on happiness and this is why he can't have nice things, because he doesn't know when to shut up. ]
Do you think you really know me, Yuya? How do you know that the "Kano" you're close to isn't just somebody completely made up, a liar, a fake!? Loving somebody like that is no good, so it's best if you don't.