It's more than that! Like I had a crush on Orihime because she was pretty and fun to be around and that's... it? Then when I got to know her better, it wasn't anything real, you know? Maverick was like that too! It's usually always like that! Something that doesn't last, that isn't- it's just fun! But now I've been like thinking about her all the time and I talk about how perfect she is, trying to get someone else to notice it and maybe make her happy and it just hit me when I was talking about her like that, that I want to make her happy!

[Actual feelings are hard.]