Well not like not exist not come back, but if I just went straight there from Maverick's and didn't talk to you and then I don't... leave right away.

[He tugs at a strand of hair nervously. It's hard to explain. Not because it's a difficult explanation itself, but because it's an admission that he needs more help than he lets on.]

Hieke won't be able to stop the visions. Maybe he can tell me if it's the daemon, my daemon, or not, but he can't them from happening. He can't make me stop seeing it or feeling it. They won't stop until whatever it is, whatever daemon or creature or event this is about shows up or takes place and when I see it, when I feel it watching and just this oppressive darkness and- and terror and it's- I can't- I'll- If it doesn't go away, I don't trust myself not to-

[He's trying so hard not to cry.]

I just- if- until those visions stop-

[Hieke's not going to just let him leave if he admits to trying to take out his own eye twice, is he?]