[Yuya closes the door, pausing before moving back across to the beds and sitting on the lower bunk. His trailer is notably clearer this time, a little emptier since Tamaki's possessions have all cleared out.
He shrugs.] I--maybe. I'm not mad at you about it. I just wanted you to go first, so... there was less people who had to leave if I could have saved Steven.
[He wanted to go last so he could reach out to him. He wishes he could have just grabbed him and ran, but Yuya knows where his physical limits lie.
He'd still failed, he knows. He's not holding it against himself, but the reality of what's happened to Steven still settles sadly in him.]
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He shrugs.] I--maybe. I'm not mad at you about it. I just wanted you to go first, so... there was less people who had to leave if I could have saved Steven.
[He wanted to go last so he could reach out to him. He wishes he could have just grabbed him and ran, but Yuya knows where his physical limits lie.
He'd still failed, he knows. He's not holding it against himself, but the reality of what's happened to Steven still settles sadly in him.]