Of course it did. If it hadn't felt normal, you wouldn't have done it. But you know it wasn't now, and that's why it feels so bad. It wasn't what you would do. And that's what you need to remember. You are not your instincts, but what you choose and that was not your choice.

[But it does leave a question why. He'd thought Yuya to be a mage-- just a half-mage. Maybe he thought wrong.]